I wish I didn’t feel lonely a good 90% of the time. I just want to feel important to someone.

I’m just so fucking pissed off tonight. I’m getting off the internet. 

From what I’ve listened to of The Greatest  Generation, I absolutely love. I can’t wait until Friday to see them with a few of my best friends and sing my fucking heart out. I’ve been listening to The Wonder Years for a few years now and they’ve absolutely changed me and my life for the better. I’m so proud of how they’ve matured and how much an excellent band they are. I can’t wait until the Pop up shop show the week after. I love The Wonder Years more than most things. 

And then there’s you. I miss the way we used to talk, because then you were the only person who gave me affection and I loved it. Things happened and we stopped talking. There’s nights that I want to text you but I don’t because I know it’s best not to.

I wanna text you and talk to you. I think you’re one of the few interesting people I’ve met recently but you probably think I’m annoying.

I just want to feel important. Shits been okay recently but I’m not as happy as I’d like to be.

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It really just hit me that I’ve spent the past few weeks thinking about someone that probably doesn’t think about me and it sucks so much.

Can’t decide if I want to order The Used on vinyl, maybe when I get my tax return….they are one of my favorite bands. 

Finally on my way to happiness. I really hope things work out. 

Everything hurts today. I didn’t sleep last night, I spent it puking. I finally fell asleep at like 11:15-11:30 and even then I couldn’t sleep well. Ugh.

In the past two days I saw City Lights, Veara, State Champs, Handguns, Misser, Hostage Calm, Fireworks and The Wonder Years with a group of people who I would consider some of my best friends. I couldn’t ask for a better group of friends. I couldn’t be happier.

As cheesy as this sounds, I really want to get Hank the Pigeon plugs. The Wonder Years are my absolute favorite band. 

I can’t wait to meet someone new. Someone to make me think about life and myself. Someone who wants to spend time with me, just do nothing sometimes and other times, get dressed up real fancy and go out to eat. Someone who isn’t afraid to be themselves around me. Someone who I could just sit and talk to about anything: views on current events, views on politics, views on different bands and genres. I don’t know, someone that’s just interesting.  I know it could be soon, and I’ll have to step out of my comfort zone a little bit, but I’m willing to do it.